♥ 8:01 PM
just watched
爱在你左右.saw the preview of tmr's episode.
what the. kaiqi very jian lorhh!
she go hire men to "kill" the unborned baby in xiaoyue's womb.
ROARRRR!
how can she do that!!?!
oops. i think i overreacted. anyway, this is just a show. hahas.
today's lesson rather slack.
i oso found out that i will not feel sleepy when it's bio lesson.
but physics de i'll fall alseep.
this made me sure that i'm interested in biology.
but the prob is, my electricity test get rather good mark
but one bio question in mid year exam, i got 3/10 only!!!
so i
左右为难. i really dun noe was which subj i shld choose next year ahhh~~today, i was rather emo in the morning.
actually, i wasn't emoing but i was self reflecting.
i do this everytime. at least once a day. hahas. (:
i found out that i did not really hate her.
blahblablah.
i was only just somehow, hate her for one period cos of what she had done; and found out how unreasonable she is after that incident.
but i soon somehow,
气消了, and now just treat her as my fren but still wasn't willing to spend time with her and group work with her .. =Pthen, i saw yokeling's blog, she typed down the sermon notes on Forgive and Forget.
i somehow refreshed my memory about what the pastor had preached about, and think that i shldn't be so bad to her anymore cos it's really hurtful to her.
however there are sometimes she's still that unreasonable.
haiz.
best is she oso self reflect and think about what she had done these years in sec life and what she had done to us or rather, them.
sometimes i really felt like emailing her to reflect about herself.
it's good for her and good for people around her.
but i didn't la.
later she angry again.
then i die.
haiz...
ps. if u noe who you are, pls dun feel offended. =x
i scared you angry, but i was saying the truth and i think you shld face it cos this is reality.
of course we should oso give her a chance to gai guo la.
dance was okay but tiring!
glad that tmr dun have dance.
OHYA!
i oso found out that i actually do not hate the teacher.
i just dun like to stay back till so late with no good fren in my class accompany me.
i keep telling people that i dun like my cca cos i dun like the teacher.
today, i realised that i'm just giving excuses to myself.
which i xia ding jue xin i shldn't be like that anymore.
but sometimes i still think that the teacher quite biased. no offence.. =x
woah. first time write so much xin shi in my post. hahas.
so people who have read this post, DO FEEL HONOURED! hahas. :DDD
after yokeling turned to christianity, i am really more God-conscious everyday.
i oso had one more person to share my christian life and what i think(that is somehow related to christianity).
so i wanna thank yokeling. and thank God of course, that she had turned to Him! (((: